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15 September 2020 @ 01:19 am
06 May 2009 @ 08:40 am
I realize that I haven't updated in FOREVER... but no one really follows my journal anyway, so I'm not going to bother with explaining why or catching anyone up. I'll just start in, like I never quit.

Living in this house, with everyone. (Everyone being my lil bro, his girl, cristina, and aaron) is exhausting.  Two years ago, this was my dream. But I feel like I've outgrown it. I don't want to party anymore... get stoned... and lie around. I want a job and a home and a life that I can be proud of. I want to start getting my life ready to have kids. I want to be able to see a light at the end of the tunnel. I feel like I've been living as a teenager too long, and sometimes I feel like I'll never be anything more.

My 21st birthday is in 3 days, and I'm still living the way I was when I was 18. I'm sick of it really.

Stephanie though. My baby, she has never lived like this before. She's never been able to run around abandoning all responsibilities, getting drunk and stoned and even though we have no money, and no hopes of getting any... and the bills are drawing nearer and nearer, she's not worried. Because when you live in a home full of reckless abandonment... it somehow gives you this feeling that no matter what happens, everything is going to be alright. And if it doesn't, fuck it... we had fun anyway.

While I am ready to start living responsibly, and start taking the necessary steps to become an efficient adult, Stef is soaking in the sunshine of a life with no boundries.  And she's happy. Happier then she's ever been she says. And her happiness makes everything worth while.

Stephanie has become confident. Confident in herself, and in others. She's learned to trust people, and be proud of everything she is. She loves everyone in this house. And she gets along with them beautifully. She is my life, and I am so proud to call her mine.

I will stay here. Happily, until Stephanie is ready to move on with me. Everyone deserves to live recklessly at least once in their life. And it's Stephanie's turn.

God I love her so much.

I don't see what anyone can see in anyone else.

but her.

Current Mood: lovedloved
25 October 2008 @ 11:27 am

I am sitting on my couch, on my day off from a job that I love and pays me millions.. listening to my favorite feel-good song in the world, HOME... Michael Buble... my beautiful girlfriend whom I adore is at work, and when she gets home, we are going to Jacksons Orchard to pick out a pumpkin for Halloween... My babe-boy Spencer is lying across the room, minding his own business, being handsome. K. D. Lang's beautiful voice and adorable smile is still swimming in my head from last night, when Stef and I went to see her in concert... for $12. I believe, I just may have the best job, the best home, the best Girlfriend, the best cat, the best life.

Nothing could make me happier than I am right now.
And, I just wanted to share that with all of you.

K.D. Lanf is a Beautiful WomanCollapse )</a></div>
Current Mood: thankfulthankful
15 October 2008 @ 09:03 pm
Dear LJ Friends,

♥ A little bit about how much I love my new job &hearts:Collapse )

I wanted to tell everyone that since I've started I haven't been posting near as much, and I hate that because I have recently made so many great new friends. But hopefully, once I get used to the schedule I'm on, I'll find the time to post more often.

Till then, I want you all to know that I read your posts, and love hearing from you all... even though usually I don't have the time to comment on them all.  And although right now, I won't be posting much... give me a few days to get my sleep schedule and such on track, and I'll be back.

Promise ;)
Current Mood: busybusy
07 October 2008 @ 09:52 am
I'm sitting here on the couch, and Spencer is driving me freakin crazy. He is either dancing on my keyboard, chewing on my charge cord, or boxing and biting at my pigtails. It seems, the way they sway when I scream at him drives him batty and he can't control himself. Earlier, he had all four claws sunk unto my head and he was just hanging there chewing on my pigtails with the urgency of a newly non-smoker slurping on their first piece of nictotine gum. I swear he's a crack-kitty. His last owner must have just had crack lying around for his mom to ingest allowing him to absorb large quantities while he was in the womb. Cause he is a nut-bag. Cute... adorable... but a crack-kitty nonetheless.

Anyway... since I won't start my job for another week... I've been hanging out here at home as usual.. and Spencer & I have watched The Producers over and over... it is the best damn show on the planet. I watched a clip of the older version, (with Gene Wilder) and it was good.. Gene Wilder is always good.. but this newer version by far takes the cake. It is damn hilarious.. So, this is a call for all of those who may not have seen it yet.. Go.. seek it out.. watch it, memorize it, study it.. it's hilarious.

Also, and I'm just pulling this one out of my ass.. but I LOVE watching vlogs... they're awesome. I love putting a face to the lives I read about everyday... but my fav Vlogs by far... are sXePhils... Idk if any of you have ever seen them, but he has his own channel on YouTube. If you have eyes in your head, you ought to go check him out. He's adorable, and funny :)

Just because I try to include pictures in all my posts :)Collapse )
Current Mood: amusedamused
06 October 2008 @ 12:52 pm
So... last night, I was looking at some of the YouTube videos of Obama and McCain debates. (all of which, btw, only reiterated what I already knew. That McCain is a douche, and Obama rules.) Then after a long night of McCain and Obama thrashing one another about the head and shoulders... I finally drifted off to sleep. Only to slip softly into a crazy dream.

I dreamed that I had gotten a job at some prestigious restaurant... a.k.a. taco bell.. and my boss was a real bitch. In my face all the time over one thing or another.. and I loved it. I thought it was SO hot. She kept correcting me and being a real smart-ass about every mistake I made. And it turned me on.

Her face and hair kept changing throughout the dream, and I knew she looked familiar, with her pink lipstick, dark brown hair, big almond eyes...but I couldn't quite put my finger on who she was.

Until she was walking toward me, all up in my face being a real smart-ass because I had gotten the stock order wrong. And the closer she drew to me, the more I grinned. And the more I grinned the more apparent it became that at any given moment, I would love to pin her to the wall and show her that there is at least ONE thing I can do right. Then, finally when she got me backed against the wall so close I could smell her perfume, and see her big, soft pink lips... It became clear to me who she was.


Sarah-fuckin-Palin. lol.. McCain's VP... It didn't even strike me as odd until I woke up and thought.. What the holy hell?! lol.. Palin is as big a douche as McCain, but I'd bang her like drum.

I mean COME ON!Collapse )
Current Mood: naughtynaughty
I finally got my kitten!! He wasn't what we expected (an orange female kitten named Claire) but he is beautiful just the same and I adore him.

Stef and I had our first date at the mall, where we hung out for an hour or so. Which is why we had decided to name our kitten Claire (after the shop) but when we realized we were getting a boy, we decided to name him Spencer instead...

So, this is my babe!Collapse )
Current Mood: excitedexcited
04 October 2008 @ 11:00 pm
Last night my honey, ilh214, did a drag show with the girls at You and Me bar. She was the judge for the Miss Gay Bowling Green Pageant, and an entertainer between categories. She did Four Minutes with Tova. (The queen passing down her crown) Who's Your Daddy, Summertime and I'm Your Man where she started the song as a woman, then changed into drag on stage. It was all kick-ass.

Then, as a surprise... Tova called Stef to the stage and presented her with a crown and she was titled Honorary Mr. Gay Bowling Green!!

I was SO excited I almost shit. I am going to post the video of her being crowned as soon as my honey uploads it. Till then, if you want to see pictures, you can go to her page.

She is on my friends list, or you could search you.

You should def check them out and be sure to remind her how beautiful she is .

Current Mood: excitedexcited
30 September 2008 @ 08:30 pm
How did you wake up this morning?

to the sound of Stephanie's phone alarm

Who was the last person you hugged today?

Stef =D My babe.

Do you drink regular or diet sodas?

I would chose regular... but caffeine and sugar are bad for my honey,

and we usually share. So, diet.

Where​ is the biggest scar on your body?

My hip. (had a pin put in it)

Do you like cats?

yep =D And soon, I will be getting a kitty!! =D

What are your plans for this weekend?

Friday, I get my kitten from Kasey's grandma... and that is all I know of.

Anyone upset you lately?

eh... no.

What should you be doing right now?

nada. I'm good

Explain why you last threw up?

lol.. well. It was the day Stef and I signed the lease with my

sister and her bitch girlfriend. I call it a bad omen.

How's this week been so far?

Uneventful and full-o-bliss :)

Are you happy?


Do you miss someone?

my family... and Charlotte

Do you think you can last in a ​relationship for three months?

Stef and I just had our One Year last Friday, so yeah. I bet I can. :)

Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?

had a tongue ring, but I took it out on our anniversary...

the reasons were two-fold. :)

Where are you going to be at 4:00pm tomorrow?

at home.. weee!!

Can you get jealous?

I can get crazy jealous. Crazy being the operative word. lol

What is your favorite fruit?


Do you like your life at the moment?

I love it. I've never been happier, and there's no doubt that

I will be this happy for the rest of my life. As long as I have

my baby by my side.
Current Mood: happyhappy
28 September 2008 @ 09:35 pm

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